Church

Man what a service we had!!! It is is wonderful when God shows up. I still stand amazed at how when you are going threw things and talking with the Lord he always sends a message your way to either show you that you are on the right road or you need to do some readjusting. As in on of my othere post i ahve been on this thing of restoring not being so judge meantal and bam our preacher preaches on 2nd chance christian are not 2nd class christians!!! Man it was so good. As i have been reading in the Bible even those that were great men and woman of God felled him The Lord did not turn his back on them . Then the preacher hits all that in the message. I cried like a baby God had been showing up around the house this week in diffrent ways and it had been a weepy week already. So to get there and have God fill the church house man it was so good. Im so far from were i want to be. I do know that one day i will be there it may only happen when i get to heaven and i no longer have this flesh at any rate it will be so sweet. God is so good. I do not deserve what he has done. I have feeled him in so many ways. Over the past few years i have been threw it. I can say i wouldnt change a thing to have what i have now. I have a great hubby one that loves me a whole bunch and i know not only because he tells me or shows me but i feel it. Some times it seems so sureal here we are happy a nice home it almost seems perfect. I keep waiting for it to fall apart. I often ask is this real? @ years agao i would have never thought us being were we are. Now if the whole extended family and oyr family church walk would get to were it use to be man it would just be heaven.My hubby travles alot and doestn get to go much. I just would to see him fall so inlove with the Lord that it is all he breaths i know that it will happen just in Gods time not mine. I praise God for they day when he calls me from out of town and says i was praying and God said or i was in the bible reading and God showed me.I do see how he is working on the extended family also. I was able to finally say how i felt to them and it was such a burden let loose. I now can only pray that God will put us were and how he wants us. I ask me hubby ever time i talk have you talk to your sis or dad Im trying to let him be the one that does it he needs that closens and i think it will all fall in place as long as i pray and trust God to do the work.so far God has been doing a Great job.After i let it all out of how i felt the next message at church was about family and how that is all you got out side of church you are to love them protect them even when there down or wrong cause those are the ones that will be there win all the others leave you. Well thats about it for now.