Getting Old

Why is it that when you start to age things start to change so much? I don't mind the whole getting old thing at all.I just wander why does every thing kinda go south pain takes over hormones go crazy. Why oh Why i ask. Hormones are killing me mine are all gone and I'm just about to hit 30 i knew from a young age i would have problems seeing how at 23 they wanted to take all my female organs out and i refused i wanted more kids.Well now i still don't want them to after all the things i have been reading.I started having these awful pains in my breast i mean they feft like they were busting open and leaking stuff like when i nursed my kids. I woke up Sunday morn at 4 am and thought i was dying I stayed in bed all day just the gravity pull hurt so bad.and here it is 8 am Monday and I'm still on my back. I just cant seem to get warm that is until i have a good ole hot flash.Why is it that as you get older you cant seem to get warm.Her i sit with leggings socks and a coat on under the covers and I'm still freezing. Is it an age thing? I'm going to have to go get me some sweat pants to were around the house. You see i only were skirts in the house i do were pj's a few years ago i got ride off all my pants. Last week when me and my hubby went out i wore a pair of knee socks leggings a slip knee boots and a skirt along with a sweater ans a shirt under it and was still cold.I know a lot of women as they get or got older the cold weather killed them tehy had a hard time staying warm. Sometimes it gets so bad that once i get warm i don't want to move.But there is always a few days a month were i have hot flashes so bad i cant get cool. So for about 5 days a month i stay hot the rest i freeze half to death.



Schooling the girls

Okay it is hard doing all the kids it was so easy when it was just one of them.I feel like a failur at times that they are going to be dumb.My second grader is doing wanderful i wander if hers is to easy she is just zooming threw her work. I still worry will she know all she needs to she is a very very smart girl when she was in school she was tested and was one of the gifted children.My 6th grader on the other hand it is like pulling teeth she hates to do her school work she gets more spankings for that then any thing.is it that hard for other homeschoolers of many kids or is it just us. I feel like it is a constant battle.The othere day we wer trying to get school work done and they were fighting so i sent one to the dininng room the other was at the kitchecn table and tehy still were fighting yelling tell her to stop reading out loud and so on i was ready to run away so then i sent them to there rooms to finish school work.It is weeks like that i hate it makes me start to doubt homeschooling am i cute out for this. Then i have mom of 2 kids say its not hard i want to say you try doing 4 kids at a time i mean gee i have a 6th grader a second grader and a pre k 4 and then a 2 and a half year old running around acting crazy. So you can see it has been one of those weeks were i start thinkingg maybe it would be better if i put them back in school. Then God says no you will find what works just hold on cast your net one more time you all know the story when he told them to cast and they did after fishing all day and getting nothingh and when they did as the Lord asked they did catch some.Maybe it is the school books we use i ahve to find what works best with us i do belive i will be going back to landmark .That seems to be a great set for people who have many kids they are trying to school at one time.