Monday, December 24, 2007
How do you move on??????
Okay this is a question i have that is very deep I guess you could say. I have been struggling with some things well many things that I have been keeping to my self.Things that I have not wanted others to know. So these are the questions or the problems how ever you want top look at it. It has really been hard from a christian stand point. You see all the preaching I hear says you stay married. As they preach they all say that it has been straight hard preaching that has keep them coming home to there wives every night that it has been the word of God that has keep them faithful. It has been God that has keep them from drinking and parting and saying hurt full things. I so see that. you see since the day I got saved I know not to talk to other men i know that not going to church makes you weak. That when you don't feed your soul your flesh can take over. Once you get saved there are things you just don't do or want to do. So when you and your spouse have both been in church under the same preaching how can you see or do some things i wander.every time i hear the preacher preach about how you just don't do somethings it makes me look back at the past few years and i say how could my spouse do some of the things that he has. It brings up the whole hurt thing again. you see a year ago we were so going to get a divorce and somethings happened and as i hear the man of God preach it makes me question how could this have happen is my hubby lost? He says no he is saved so i just don't understand. I so seem to not be able to get over somethings that have happened i have prayed and prayed and it seems to be getting worse. I m so struggling with the things that have happened that past 13 years. Not only on his part but mine also. I don't want this to hurt us both what do you do i have read and prayed and then the preacher preaches and i start to think why its like it brings it back up again i just don't understand. how do i move on?
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Now, I need to know what happen...
From this post it does not sound good.
Jamie, though we've never met, I read your blog, and I pray for you. I, too, have recently struggled with some things in my 22 year marriage. There are some things that come up that are clearly a matter of bad choices, and some that stem from pride. But it's the things that repeatedly keep cropping up after years and years of being a Christian that I have a difficult time understanding why they won't go away. We, too, were on the verge of divorce, out of sheer weariness. We just didn't seem to have the energy or even the desire at times to fix things. Then enter the strength of the Lord. Believe me, God can restore you and your husband. God can supernaturally give you the desire and the strength even if it is not mutual, it can sustain you. Also, you mention things that you did not want others to know. We all have those things, even Christians. It helps to share.
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