MAN IS THIS HARD I TOOK ME 2 DAYS TO GET LOGGED IN..WELL I'M AT THE 2 YEAR MARK SINCE MY MOM PASSED AWAY.I COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHY I WAS FEELING SO TIRED AND OUT OF IT NOT WANTING TO DO NOTHING.I MEAN NOTHING I HAD NO ENERGY AT ALL.I JUST WANTED TO SLEEP.THEN IT HIT IT IS THE WEEK MY MOM PASSED THE 8TH IS THE DAY.THEN IT CLICKED YOU BODY JUST GOES THREW THAT MOURNING STAGE.SO IT HELPED ME SAY OKAY I CAN GET THREW THIS.I JUST NEED TO SNUGGLE UP TO MT HEAVENLY FATHER RIGHT NOW AND LEAN ON HIM.HE HAS SEEN ME THREW THE LAST 2 YEARS HE WILL SEE ME THREW THE NEXT 2.IT IS WEIRD HOW OUR BODY'S AND MINDS WORK.THEY RELATE THINGS FROM THE PAST WITH WHAT WE ARE DOING TODAY.ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU ARE LIKE MAN THIS IS WHEN THIS HAPPENED OR THIS.
ANOTHER CRAZY THING HAPPENED .MY SISTER CALLS ME OF COURSE IT IS THAT TIME WHEN WE BOTH LOST A GREAT WOMAN.WELL SHE GOES ON TO TELL ME THAT MY 15 YEAR OLD NEPHEW BECAME A MAN ON JULY THE 4TH LIKE SHE WAS BRAGGING.I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO HIT THE ROOF.IT MADE ME SICK.SHE WAS PROUD OF HIM.SHE SAYS I'M NOT GOING TO TELL HIM TO WAIT BECAUSE I DIDN'T.SO WHAT YOU DON'T WANT YOU KIDS TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES YOU DID .WELL I DON'T MIND.AND WHAT ABOUT WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS.I WISH LIKE EVERYTHING I WOULD HAVE WAITED ON MY HUBBY.THAT IS SUCH A PRECIOUS GIFT TO GIVE SOME ONE.IT IS PRICE LESS.SHE SAYS SHE IS SAVED BUT IT SHOWED ME HOW DIFFERENT ME AND HER ARE.IT IS ONE THING TO SAY YOU KNOW THE LORD BUT ANOTHER FOR HIM TO KNOW YOU.AND I THANK GOD THAT HE KNOW ME.I MAY FAIL HIM A LOT AND I'M NOT WHAT I SHOULD BE I'M JUST A SINNER SAVED BY GRACE.I WANT TO GET ON MY SOAP BOX AND LET HER HAVE IT.BUT I JUST SAID I PRAY TO GOD MINE WILL WAIT.AND I'M GOING TO DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO MAKE SURE THEY ARE NEVER ALONE WITH A BOY.IT IS LIKE THE LORD SHOW ME HOW GOOD I DO HAVE IT THAT I HAVE A FAMILY THAT IS SAVED THAT SPENDS THERE TIME AT CHURCH AND AROUND OTHER CHRISTIANS THAT ARE OF LIKE MIND.WE HAD TAKEN THE GIRLS TO THE DRIVE IN TO SEE RATIOUL HOW EVER YOU SPELL IT. THERE WERE SOME PRETEEN GIRLS RUNNING AROUND AND THERE MOMS WERE WITH THEM I LOOKED AT MY DH AND SAID I THANK THE LORD MY PRETEEN DOES NOT ACT LIKE THAT JUST THE WAY THEY CARRY THERE SELF IS SO DIFFERENT.I CANT GET OVER HOW BLESSED I AM.NOT THAT MY KIDS ARE PERFECT.THERE IS SUCH A DIFFERENCE IN THEM AND THE WORLDS IT WAS LIKE THE LORD SMILED DOWN OWN US AND SAID ITS WORTH THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW IT IS WORTH IT.ME AND MY DH JUST GRABBED HANDS AND SMILED AT ONE ANOTHER.IT WAS A LOOK OF MAN GOD IS GOOD.SOMETIME I WISH I COULD HAVE MY ON LITTLE COMMUNITY WERE IT WAS JUST CHURCH AND CHRISTIAN THAT WERE LIKE MINDED AS US.WERE MEN WERE MEN AND WOMEN WERE WOMAN WERE THE DAD WORKED FOR THE FAMILY AND THE WIFE STAYED HOME AND RAISED THE CHILDREN WERE YOU DON'T HAVE PEOPLE SHOWING OFF THERE BODY'S TO OTHERS.I WANT A MODEST PLACE TO LIVE WERE YOU DON'T SEE PEOPLE RUNNING AROUND IN FRONT OF MEN WITH THERE BRAS AND PANTIES ON OR WHAT THEY TRY TO CALL IT A SWIM SUIT PLEASE.IT AIN'T NOTHING BUT BRA AND PANTIES.OKAY I WILL POST MOOR LATTER
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