My man is home.

I still feel icky but I'm so glad that he is home.it was so nice to get a big hug from him.I really missed him.Why well hes mine all mine.I have been with him way to long and i could not even think about life with out him.Just knowing he is here makes a world of difference even if he is in there with the kids playing the play station it is giving me a time to blog.We have talked about selling our home and getting a bigger one.I love my home i love the area.Just not enough room we have 4 kids in a 3 bed room home and it is packed to the top i get rid of stuff but there seems to never be enough room.I just cant believe he suggested it.You see my hubby is not one that like change at all he will stay in one place for ever it was only by the Grace of God we moved to our home from our double wide.He would have never changed jobs if it wouldn't have been for them shutting down.so it is a shock when he suggest us looking at moving so I'm all on that.I know he sees the space thing is a big problem and It affects me the most it is hard to keep a tidy home when you have no were to put stuff.My dear friend had came over to pick her kids up and i finally told her we were looking and thinking and she said about time you rally do need more space.She has never said anything about my home and she is here all the time and she even sees it is pretty small.three kids would be pushing it but 4 well that done it on the room space.I'm a Little scared what if we cant get approved or what if they say lease option i just don't want to get my hopes up.We always have the holidays at our home and it is packed i could only dream this year having a big room for every one to enjoy there self in and be able to walk and sit down.I'm just scared I'm going to be let down and wish i would have never started looking.I do love my home we have been remodeling and it is nice very nice just small.We talked about building on well the only prob is we would never be able to sale it would put us over the value of our home area.SO i guess i will just trust the Lord and my dh to what he says.