PART 3 MY FIGHT AGAINST CANCER

yes i said baby boy after 3 girls we were having a boy .Might i add the Lord is Good even when we are low he is so GOOD! My dh got another job we were struglling but it was okay so i thought.That december right before my son was to be born my mom was given 6 months to live.Needless to say she did not tell me or any one.She new i was a hight risk and did not want me upset.She did start making planns .I thought she was just trying to get things in order so we would not have to do anything when the time did caome much much latter on.That feb the 6 I had my son and man was he handsome a spitting image of his dad.There are somethings that remind me of my mom like his dark dark skin he got it from my mom .SHe was part indian.I rember when she ould come stay alll night with me she would just hold him and look at him and cry.she knew she would not get to watch him grow up. Were as me i thought it was just that she was so happy we finally had a boy.We soon learned that my son his eyes were not devloped. he couldnt see.We done what we only new to do turn to God and trust him.Here i was in this fight for my family my dh and his hurt and my mom and now my son.man it seemed like this Cancer thing was hitting me left and right i couldnt get away. I wanted so bad at times to run run hard and as fast as i could.But i couldnt i was in this fight till the end and i was determind to win. i remeber the day it was june 24 the day my mother in law had passed away it had been 4 years.We took my son to back to they eye doc to get the final results.he was getting ready to be 5 months old.We got The news... ARE YOU READY TO HEAR WHAT IT WAS????????????